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Hi! I'm Strawberry!
I'm always sweet but sometimes sour.
I have a husband, Honeydew. We live with my mum, Banana and my dad Papaya
Cheers! We are the awesomest food ever.
LOL Ignore that. This is me. But keep in mind. If you don't like me, or hate the way I post things. I'd appreciate you to get out of my blog.
I live in my own little world at times. I love animals, flowers, pretty clothes, heels, my family and friends, my food and everything that makes the world beautiful. I love all consumable foods especially my chocolates. I am not crazy. I am simply different. I'm also utterly obsessed with mermaids and I dream of becoming one someday.
I HATE copycats and spammers. So, if you're one of them, it's a sign that you should stay away. This is where I express most of me, so either you accept it or you don't.
♥ 06.09.1994 ♥
Whatever hurts you, makes you a stronger person with a better heart
Started working at a kindy this year. And all these shit really wasn't expected at all. As most of us ' don't know ', kids are quite hard to supervise. They struggle, they disobey orders, they run around, make noise and the second your attention drifts from them, something will definitely happen. But despite all the nonsensical behaviour they put up around us, they're still very pure and innocent at heart. They're straightforward, friendly and kind. Whatever they do or say to people comes entirely from their heart. Unlike most people nowadays, ruthless, fake and insincere. Watching these kids every day makes me think about me, and most peers around me who were as pure and innocent back then. I wish I could still be like them sometimes, carefree and active all the time. Then I thought about the times when I started ' participating ' in primary and high school. Among the 11 years, almost 7 of the years was hell to me. The times when I had to hold my tears in when I was laughed at, made fun of and mistreated. It's funny how kids from kindy change once they enter primary. The type of people you mix with shapes part of your personality and creates your behaviour. That was only in primary. The secondary years were the worst, or maybe only to me. People will only befriend you if you're popular, pretty, smart or intelligent. Or maybe if you're one of those wannabes. Other than that, you'll also get laughed at, made fun of, bullied, teased and all sorts of stupid things people do to feel superior. That wasn't so bad if you knew who the bad ones were primarily. But if you had to find out the other way, you'd be so hurt that you'll start wondering if true friends really exist in this world. I started my first year in secondary, bubbly and bright, thinking things will all be different. I was so wrong. The first year I got isolated and made fun of from my new classmates, one time splashed with milk tea from one of them. My good friend, ever since standard 4, came to me. When I thought she was going to comfort me, said to me " SERVES YOU RIGHT ", went off then and joined her new group of friends. I don't even wanna mention the other things that happened to me later on. I was friendless and lonely in the first year, to the point that I always had no partner when partnering work comes up. That kind of feeling... I seriously hate it soooo frigging much. I was dumbfounded, and I really felt worthless for some time. Then I thought I had to leave this class. I can't live like this any more. So I dropped, my results went downhill and I lied to my parents, saying that secondary life was harder to cope with. And I got what I wanted.
Nevertheless, a group of really nice girls were sent to me, the following year. They were kind, crazy and everything nice. I am really glad I met them then, when I was in need of true friends. I got a best friend, in just 1 short year. She's one of the craziest people I've ever met. But above all that, she's nice, loud, honest and always sincere to me. But soon after, she had to leave. And I'm all alone again... I've lost track of the times I felt alone in high school. So in short, I spent almost 3 years of my high school being alone and almost friendless. Until form 4, I met my other best friend, one of the best people I've ever met. She supports me, believes in me, comforts me when I'm down and does things out of the world for me. Most importantly, she's as sincere and as straightforward as I was to her. She's the one whose not afraid to admit that you're her best friend, her soulmate when everyone else thinks you're worthless. She'd fight anyone who makes fun of you. And she never lets anyone bully you. The last two years of high school were precious to me I almost didn't want it to end. But it always have to change when things are finally turning to the good side for you. Near the end of high school, I got more friends naturally. I didn't know how, or why. I just did.
I realised maybe people were befriending each other because of something when they were younger. They're always looking for a reason to befriend someone. They didn't care about personality, inner beauty or behaviour back then. Now, I get to see the once-so-popular-smart-and-pretty ones suffer from the wrath of their own behaviour. Posts on faceboook or twitter and blogs saying that they have no true friends or how people were never sincere to them never fail to amuse me. If you knew personality and inner traits are important, why didn't you make friends with people who possess good traits back then rather than the ones who are image positive only? But at times, I'd somehow pity them, because popularity and showy images gets you the wrong friends. All the time. Entertain your fans, and you'll be going in the wrong direction. Then again, I'd feel nothing for them. Now, I'm just really thankful that they made me the way I am now. I'm a little torn obviously. But never spoiled. I'm thankful I found my true friends early at age and although there weren't many, they were all I need. Cause looking for true friends as you get older, harder and almost impossible. Everyone started joining society in people- wrecking. So never start pursuing something you don't need, be it popularity or bitchiness. Cause it certainly won't help you later on in life. Be sincere and loving to everyone you can possibly be, accept those who're sincere, have your own stand no matter what happens and you definitely won't stray from your way.
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