Hello! This is the small little world I've been living in.
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Hi! I'm Strawberry!
I'm always sweet but sometimes sour.
I have a husband, Honeydew. We live with my mum, Banana and my dad Papaya
Cheers! We are the awesomest food ever.
LOL Ignore that. This is me. But keep in mind. If you don't like me, or hate the way I post things. I'd appreciate you to get out of my blog.
I live in my own little world at times. I love animals, flowers, pretty clothes, heels, my family and friends, my food and everything that makes the world beautiful. I love all consumable foods especially my chocolates. I am not crazy. I am simply different. I'm also utterly obsessed with mermaids and I dream of becoming one someday.
I HATE copycats and spammers. So, if you're one of them, it's a sign that you should stay away. This is where I express most of me, so either you accept it or you don't.
♥ 06.09.1994 ♥
I, DREAM
For the past few days I've been thinking a lot about myself. What I really want, what my passion is and my inner wants. I've never been this immersed in thoughts before. Probably because I've always been living under schedule all the while. Waking up at a certain time, attending school, going for arranged routines. All these are actually kind of lifeless and stupid now that I thought of it. It's just recently that I have time to relax and reflect, it hit me. All of a sudden, uncertainty clouds my mind. I ponder a lot about my future all of a sudden and what I'd be most happy doing. Now that I thought of it, I don't really know if I wanna be a vet anymore. Cause ever since I was small, I've been told by a lot of people about finding a job you'd love doing most. My parents had always been telling me that education is the most important thing in life. You have to have a cert to get a rightful job, or rather good paying job. Back then, I thought that since I like animals then it's only natural that I become a vet. Then I'll get my pay and I live my life happily. Now that I thought of it, all these is pretty ridiculous. This is like living as in the society way. It'll be this way if you want to live a wealthy and wage-worry-free life. You do this to fit into society, or go along the flow with society. This is not really living. Living is going after what you like and doing what you love. Something you don't mind doing every single day. Like things that amuse you just by the thought of it. It's just that nowadays, everything has to be related to education. That's why society is silently dying, diseased and polluted. Every heart, every soul, every one.
I'm sure that everyone has dreams and ambitions as kids. When we were young, we all have our dreams in us, we believe in things other thought was unrealistic and unreal. But still, we solely believe in achieving our dreams when we grow up. Then along the way, we were told that our dreams are unreal, they're all made up by the ' shallow ' us- kids. People around us bombard us with things that makes us think that our dream is unreal and blurry, they make us feel stupid for keeping our dreams and they emphasize on how realistic this world is and that is exactly the way we should be. Which then makes us drop it there and then. As we age, all that remains memory and untouched treasure. Until the day you're near your deathbed. Then only you'll remember things you didn't do, the wrong things you went after and how dumb you were for listening to those around you. I only realised this these days, I was too shallow when I was young. With shallow knowledge and shallow understanding of myself. That's how it was. That's why it's all blurry and misty for me. But right after high school, simply 3 months of alone time made me understand what life is all about. Going after what you love, pursuing your dreams, unleashing parts of you that you're confident with. And if you fail while at it, know that you at least tried to realise your dreams and perhaps it just wasn't meant for you, and move on. Rather than dropping it without trying. You only have this life. So even if you don't succeed in pursuing your dreams, you'd at least die without regrets. You won't leave the world with a heavy heart near your deathbed. Don't give up your dreams simply because people tell you it's unrealistic and stupid. You have to believe in yourself and stand alone if you have to. All these wouldn't be taught in school. You have to realise it yourself. Of course, there would be obstacles and challenges along your way. If there weren't any, it means your dream is probably not big enough, or taken seriously. There might be a lot of hurdles- money, time, transportation, family's disapproval, ailments and the list goes on.... But if there's a will, there's a way. You'll get there eventually.
As for me, I'm still undecided now. I don't know what to do. Hopefully something will happen soon enough to hint me on the path I should take. I'll still be looking forward to the day when I've figured out my real purpose in life. My ultimate goal when my temporary dream fades.
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