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Hi! I'm Strawberry!
I'm always sweet but sometimes sour.
I have a husband, Honeydew. We live with my mum, Banana and my dad Papaya
Cheers! We are the awesomest food ever.
LOL Ignore that. This is me. But keep in mind. If you don't like me, or hate the way I post things. I'd appreciate you to get out of my blog.
I live in my own little world at times. I love animals, flowers, pretty clothes, heels, my family and friends, my food and everything that makes the world beautiful. I love all consumable foods especially my chocolates. I am not crazy. I am simply different. I'm also utterly obsessed with mermaids and I dream of becoming one someday.
I HATE copycats and spammers. So, if you're one of them, it's a sign that you should stay away. This is where I express most of me, so either you accept it or you don't.
♥ 06.09.1994 ♥
GOODBYE MAY SEEM LIKE FOREVER
Yes, it's been a long time. I'm just updating to remind myself to live in the moment and stop dwelling in the past for too long before I lose what I am about to experience in the not so distant future. Aren't we all like this? We have to lose something or be put in a situation where the times we're enjoying are about to end before we realise they're precious to us. That is exactly what I'm feeling right now. It's like everything that I now enjoy is to end soon. I'll be moving somewhere new to continue the next phase of my life. Do I feel sad? Yes. But it's not like every part of me is sad. A small part of me is rather, excited and happy that I can finally change my stagnant self.
Well, the hardest part in goodbye is not leaving the people or the place behind but having to carry the memories and fragments of images you happen to grasp from the people you've been around. That is the painful thing. Even though you could keep in touch and still talk on phone, it just feels different. Not going to lie; I was the most surprised one to find myself in such a position. I never thought I would actually miss all this. The times I've worked with these people, the times we laughed and teased each other and most of all, the children I spent time with. In the beginning, I was so detached. So certain that these people are not the kind of people I'd bond to. But as time goes by, I realised that I've grown really fond of them. I actually value them like my close friends. Just, in a different way.
Sometimes I don't get why losing something will make us appreciate them more. Why can't we just hold on to them forever? Then I realise that if we never lose what we had, we probably wouldn't appreciate anything at all. We are just too lost in dwelling over the lost of something rather than looking out for the new ones that are to enter our life and make it even more beautiful. If I didn't dwell over changing colleagues so much, I would've start enjoying the company of these new people and realise that it wasn't such a bad thing after all. Too bad this is all changing too soon and in a few days, hopefully I won't find myself dwelling over moving to a new environment again. I have a lot in my mind and I could just go on and on for the next few hours but no. I'm learning to let go. Slowly.
~ Thank you guys, for the memorable and joyful times you spent with me. For looking after me, for simply being there and for giving advices. You will always be remembered. To Elaine, you are a person stitched with good intentions and a big heart. Thank you for being a considerate and supportive friend and manager. All the best to your future career and family plans. To Jesslyn, thank you for being the caring and mature friend that always sticks around. Hope you'll find your other half soon. To Ee Dawn, thank you for being the fun and entertaining friend. To Qiu Shuang, thank you for being the one that tolerates. Stay healthy guys. ~
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