Hello! This is the small little world I've been living in.
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I don't copy, I don't steal, I don't spam. I hope you don't do that too. :)
Hi! I'm Strawberry!
I'm always sweet but sometimes sour.
I have a husband, Honeydew. We live with my mum, Banana and my dad Papaya
Cheers! We are the awesomest food ever.
LOL Ignore that. This is me. But keep in mind. If you don't like me, or hate the way I post things. I'd appreciate you to get out of my blog.
I live in my own little world at times. I love animals, flowers, pretty clothes, heels, my family and friends, my food and everything that makes the world beautiful. I love all consumable foods especially my chocolates. I am not crazy. I am simply different. I'm also utterly obsessed with mermaids and I dream of becoming one someday.
I HATE copycats and spammers. So, if you're one of them, it's a sign that you should stay away. This is where I express most of me, so either you accept it or you don't.
♥ 06.09.1994 ♥
I'LL NEVER FORGET YOU
Times like these make me wonder what will happen if a particular someone is still alive and right by my side. Will everything be better? Will the same feeling be there? Or will I learn to appreciate more if it comes as a warning in a dream at first. I am devastated, and guilty. Guilty for not treating you better when you were here. Guilty for not listening to you more, for not cherishing you as much and for taking your existence for granted.... until the day you left... It was as if everything that mattered in my life shattered into pieces and even now, mended, a part of me will always remember how stupid and indifferent I used to be. I used to have most, given by you and all the attention, given by you. But it was selfish of me to turn away and act indifferent when you turned into someone you didn't want to. You never did want to become like that and if the heavens allow, you'd wish you are like the 'old' you again. But we, turned away when you needed us most and took everything you ever did for us for granted. The moment you weren't as capable anymore was the moment I realised how selfish and ugly we were. To everything you ever did for us, the time and attention you spent on us and all the affection you gave to us. We returned that with disgust and indifference. We were so blind to it back then, or we justified ourselves differently back then. I am truly sorry. For every time when you needed assurance and care that I wasn't readily available or particularly helpful. For every time you needed company that I was indulged in my own entertainment. For every time you needed an ear that I pretended to listen but didn't. I might even be the primary cause of it. I am sincerely sorry for not being a better person with a better heart. But know this, I will always hope for the best for you and pray for you, even if you can't hear it anymore. From this I promise it will never happen again to anyone I know of, anyone I cherish of and anyone I care for. If only I'd known this sooner... I'm a monster.
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